lucid-ser

i have found my self today a little bit different but with the right attitude to confront my self about a change that i should have i have found my self today in a downward spiral of self hate and pity thinking only about you and your golden touch of decay while my sanity drips away drop by drop, hollow and disturbed cant recognize my self any more to much scars to bare on my back proudly or not, coward or a hero a man i'm definitely not i have lost my self for nothing and now i'm deep down in the white waters where the angels can't reach me in a black hole that god gave me and your golden touch of mercy

in the daze of lost days confused but foolishly happy in the lake of fire burning bright through it all in the ocean of hunger cause i want more in time for sunrise shining through your soul a brand new day the same old room a new found smile dream please catch me dream please catch me

Black and white, melancholy thrown in Sitting on a chair and nothing changes She whispered few pretty words with the smell of a lotus Amazed from the beginning, every thing on repeat And nothing really changes She lied, he lied, he shot himself and she ran away When the pain is my friend, the tears washed me out She cried, he hits, she tried to ran but he took his gun Amazed from the beginning, red stains all over the sheets And nothing really happened today, every thing is okay I'm going to sleep When love is on the sell, cold women with shattered vein She screamed and moaned, he just stared at the wall She tried to be sexy, he